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[23 Jun 2005|02:56pm] |
its been a long time since ive updated.
i think thats the begining of most of my entrys now.
anywho. summer time.
yep.
ive been home for a monthish. i dont really do much. i started the summer playing wiffleball alot with rj bryan and nick but that kinda died down like it did last summer. my days usually consist of sleeping til 2. doing nothing all day, then chris will come over at night and we'll order some cheesy usually terrible movie on demand. at least thats what the past few weeks have been like. haha. i like it though. its cool.
i started working this summer at Joes bar and grill. aka joes slave drive bar and grill. that place sucked, so i quit. cheryl from my old work(the chataue) called me and desperatley wanted me to come back. So of course, me being in love with every middle aged waitress there, said yes.
I host a couple times a week, bus tables on weds. and bar back saturday nights.. good money. im making almost 200bucks on saturdays alone. which is sweet cause thats what i owe my parents every week.
anyways.
as some of you might know, becker college fucked me over.
i was going to have it made next year.. rooming with bill. it was gonna be amazing. id be able to sleep without having to watch my valuables(god damn blacks) or without having to worry about anyone urinating in the refrigerator. i no longer would have to worry about waking up in the middle of the night to the sounds of baby animals being stabbed.( the sound T made when he snored)
well, it turns out that tom not to cooley(student service director) put a freshman in the room with us.
fucking stupid! bullshit. yeah i know. well, hes a freshman, and i guess if anything opens up hes the first to be gone. so i hope something happens and he doesnt end up living with me. his name is like... Jared Ryan or somthing. so that sounds white right??? it better be.
im gonna end up doing nothing today/tonight. i wanna skate. jamie and i saw lords of dogtown the other day.. and it was good. makes me once again wish i was alive in the 70's and lived in california.
tomorrow me and jamie will have been going out for... um, 8 months. thats a long time. its only getting better. i love the shit outta her.
i really miss mike. he called me last night and we talked for almost an hour. sigh... only a few more weeks josh, you can do it.
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[12 May 2005|12:00am] |
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happy birthday jamie. this picture is hot.
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[13 Apr 2005|02:29pm] |
semester is almost over.. 2 weeks of classes ish?? somthing like that? awesome.
too bad i never use this shit anymore.
summer-time is coming.. no more snow on the ground.. although it did snow this morning i hear.
i wore shorts the other day.. and now im wearing 3 layers of longsleeve shirts.. and jeans. and im still cold. new england weather is retarded.
anyways.. not much has been going on. in case you are even interested.
mikey carr might be coming home next week.. so that means METALFEST friday if hes down! i havent been to a show in a long time. well, i mean i have.. but not with him.. my old show buddy.
jamies awesome, as usual. it makes me feel good that other relationships in my house are horrible.. and people break-up/cheat/fight with their other halfs left and right.. and ours is doing nothing but getting more amazing. word
i watched a movie last night and it sucked.. malibu's most wanted or somthing. so gay. dont see it.
i wanna rent dick tracy tonight with jamie.. so good.
anyone seen return to neverland? let me know how it is if you have seen it. (im assuming RJ has seen it cause hes a homo and loves dudes.. and johnny depp.. he is in it right? cause if hes not that i look like a complete retard.. if that is the case, than ahhjay.. im sorry)
yep. new into the moat is heavy as fuck.
i've got a lot of new music in the past few weeks.. so thats sweet.
i suck at this.. bye
( i miss mike, and chris )
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[27 Feb 2005|11:37pm] |
i miss being in a band. i think if i had a band to jam with i would be the happiest kid on earth.. because other than that.. im so rediculously happy with my life.
but.. what im not liking.. is how my roomate is now all of a sudden always home. im never alone like i was last semester. in fact.. its 11:39 right now, and there are 3 kids in my room watching bad boyz. i think there is a Z on the end of that awesome movie.
whatever
so, ive been to 4 shows in the last 6 days.. treos is amazing. cartel is amazing. as tall as lions is amazing. treos cd release show? april um... 23rd or somthing.. with as tall as lions and circa survive(i think thats them)
im excited for that. even though its pretty far away.
haha some kid in the room next to me cut the top of one of his fingers off. hahahahahahahahahahah. stupid white kids.
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[18 Feb 2005|06:02pm] |
so.
i've been having fun recently.
i had a wonderful, perfect valentines day.. with the best girlfriend in the world.
life is good.
been to some good shows lately. ihatelivejournal. but i cant quit.
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[18 Jan 2005|08:00pm] |
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[11 Jan 2005|03:50pm] |
so about a week left of break.. then back to worcester. im totally ready.
i dont do anything here. i watch movies. i dont really hang out with anyone except chris and tyler. rj went back to school.. i didnt even know until yesterday. nicks gone too.
i had the best weekend ever at jamies. i didnt want to leave at all..
in other news.. i totally fucked up my back. it takes me 20 mins to get outta bed in the morning. i havent hurt my back in a while. not since snowboaring in like... 8th or 9th grade. that sucked. and this is worse. im such an old man. who has back problems at age 19? god! I dont know why im updating. im just board as shit.
patriots sunday? whos in?
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[05 Jan 2005|02:38pm] |
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i knew i wouldnt be able to quit livejournal.. oh well. heh. im done with myspace at least.
anyways. its been a long time. christmas has passed. new years has passed.
im still on break. i am for a couple more weeks.
im having a good time. im barely working... which i guess is good, but not at the same time.
i've been seeing alot of jamie.. alot more than we expected which is awesome. in fact, she just left, and now i am sad.
i had fun at the mall last night.. we went to california pizza or somthing. its was wicked good. i always walk by it but never have been in. so that was pretty kewl. we looked at some neat furniture and cool toasters and espresso makers after dinner.. then we came back here.
i can not wait until i have my own apartment. gonna awesome.. who knows when that will be though.
nick tyler and rj were all stoned off there asses watching some damn foreigners go to white castle or somthing. it was pretty funny for what i saw.. but girls fart and shit in it.. it was weird. cause girls dont fart nevermind poop!
my deoderant made me almost throw up the other night. that was fun.
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[21 Dec 2004|12:29pm] |
Why dont i update anymore?
i dunno..
well, im home. ive been home for almost a week.
finals went alright.. i only had 2. the night before i left school was fun. jamie and i got a blockbuster card, and rented home alone. gotta love that movie. the next day it took us so long to pack.
its just kinda shitty... i mean, i go from being with Jamie every single day for 3 and a half months to this. being 45 minutes away, and seeing her like once a week if that. it sucks.. but we'll manage.
i hope i do somthing exciting this vacation.. theres a bunch of shows coming up for a change.
bane, stillborn fest, h20.... uhh some more, i forget. yah.
getting my haircut tonight i think.. mmmmmm
my car died last week... hopfully getting it back tomorrow. if so, im off to Jamies! i fucking hope so.
i cant wait for christmas!
sorry this update sucked. ive lost my touch.
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[08 Dec 2004|09:39pm] |
lack of updates?
yep.
noone comments on my posts anymore.. wtf! come on. I GOT NEW JEANS!! god damnit.. i thought id get some sort of reaction out of you. bitches.
anywho.
ive been so stressed out over my final project this this week and last week. well its finally done. im so relieved.
and tired. i spent at least 5 hours today working on it. cock and balls.
um... im in love with this girl named jamie.
im getting so pumped for christmas.. even though i havent really been watching many chrismas specials.. ugh. next week when im home is gonna be some crucial xmas special watchage. (does that make sence?) nope.
im looking forward to this break. im so happy to be pretty much done with classes. for a whole month.. yum. on the rim..
its gonna suck though at the same time. not being able to see jamie every day is gonna be weird. oh well, i mean ill see her a bunch i hope.
lets see ... whats been going on in my life??
OH, i saw Guns Up! the other night.. at Clark. I met a few kids from WPI who are fucking awesome. im glad to have met people who have I have somthing in common with. We are gonna hang out and shit... go to shows and what not. finally... people other than tyler to go to shows with. Its weird.. because I dont really have any friends here.. besides Jamie, and Billy and Jenny (who it seems i dont really see other than class and at the dinning hall for some reason.). im not really complaining though. Im with Jamie every day and love every second of it.. but its gonna be nice to finally hang out with some kids who i have shit in common with.
Oh and why do all the shows come around when im NOT living in Worcester. god damn. oh well.. im looking forward to some upcoming shows..
Tim and Pat... we hanging out friday? we gotta figure something out if you come over..
<3josh
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[02 Dec 2004|06:42pm] |
today was amazing... i bought another pair of jeans. it feels weird.. i guess anyone would feel weird after wearing only one pair of pants for 5 months straight.
i feel like i lost a part of me. but they definetly had to be retired. sigh.
oc yum
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[30 Nov 2004|10:39pm] |
i wish i had money and stuff.
i hate being a pathetic poor kid. i got shit for my birthday.. money wise at least.
<3
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[26 Nov 2004|09:08pm] |
so, im here on break doing absolutely nothing. im so bored.
im kinda not looking forward to christmas break at all. why would i want to spend a month here... sitting on my ass cause i know thats gonna happen. every time ive been home since i left for school, i spend the majoraty of my time doing jack shit.
everyone has plans all the time now.
i hope at least tomorrow is fun. i get to see jamie which is always awesome. ive been with her just about every day for the past like 3 months(which has been amazing).. and its been weird not seeing her for a few days.
anyways. thank you to everyone who wished me a happy birthday..
if anyone wants to hang out while im home. call me before sunday.
<3
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[25 Nov 2004|12:28am] |
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im like... 19. weird.
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[18 Nov 2004|09:58pm] |
Tide smells like home.
:)
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[09 Nov 2004|07:24pm] |
I've been coming back here to update a few times since the last.. but i just stop before i start.
i really dont have much to say.. and what i want to say is just me repeating myself.
i feel like whatever i write in here.. people dont care about, or people dont want to here it.. hence why ive been getting like 4 comments an entry since ive been at school.
well i dont really give a shit because this is my journal and im going to write about whats on my mind.. whether i sound like a broken record or not. eff yourself (c)
im just so god damn happy right now. i really havent been this happy in a long fucking time.
even though im not doing the best in all my classes... i dont even care. im so lucky to have you
oh and i also am getting excited for my birthday.. and thankgiving break (even though its short as hell)
me and rj decided on going into boston with the group... maybe dressing up like we're important and we can all gather and talk about our cool college kid stories... or in Mikes case... how many pencils he dropped this year. maybe even russ and jamel will come out of there caves and maybe ill see them for once. who knows. that could be too much.
alright well im starving, and i have 20 mins until im leaving work. (where i am right now)
oh wanna know whats kinda sad.. well im sitting here for 2 hours on this computer.. doing nothing for workstudy. noone comes in. nothing. then, i will go home and go right back to MY computer for another two hours or so. maybe more... im so pathetic. haha.
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[02 Nov 2004|06:17pm] |
here I am. Sitting at work again. Bored outta my mind.
To bad AIM express doesnt work on this computer. shucks.
oh well.
this weekend should be a lot of fun. Nick AND Chris (yes THE chris.. chris reidy, the kid who dissapears for months at a time) are both coming home for the weekend, and posisbly to worcester to visit. oh how i miss you boys.
had a nice talk with chriso today. its been like... two months since ive last seen/talked to the kid. im excited to see him. nick too. yah!
anywho. halloween... woooooo gts. as you might no... im not big on halloween. but this year i had a very fun time. with the most amazing girlfriend in the world. and billy and jenny.. we hit up some haunted hayride and haunted house place at nashoba valley. im not gonna lie.. it was scary shit. but then again, i have a vagina. but yeah. i had a really good time.
i dont talk about things enough.
one time, i went to college. expecting to not make any friends, never mind a girlfriend. i had the worst attitude going to school.. thinking i wouldnt fit in, thinking that i should of stayed home and went to a community school, wishing i didnt quit my old band and stayed home.
well, things didnt exactly go as planned.
i met a real good group of kids who i get along with. i met a girl, who i clicked with right away and now can call her my girlfriend. shes amazing :)
i recently found a few kids from surrounded colleges (worcester stat/WPI) who im going to start jamming with soon. im so glad i didnt stay home, because honestly i dont like going there anymore. i love being on my own.
im happy with my life. i just wish i wasnt failing art history. motherfucker.
i still have an hour and a half here. someone help.
<3
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[28 Oct 2004|07:43pm] |
Last night, I was in Boston when the RED SOX won the World Series. Best night of my life so far.
thank you boston red sox.
-Joshua Smith. <3
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[21 Oct 2004|03:56pm] |
OWNED! posada pees on his hands..
i didnt see this coming. holy shit.
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[05 Oct 2004|07:50pm] |
i love the play-offs so much.
but i would give anything to be watching these games back home in the apartment with everyone.
i hope this weekend is fun. maybe when im home my friends will actually hang out with me.
i know jamie is coming over for a day or two.. so thats gonna be fun.
i never have anything to update. like, ever.
oh, i went to see everytime i die, misery signals and dillinger a couple days ago. it was kinda shitty..
talk about alot of kids. and by kids i mean kids. meh. seeing etid in maine last year, and the living room... its gonna be impossible to top that. i was expecting to much from them this time.
misery signals was tight as hell. good band.
and dillinger.. fucking amazing live. i just wasnt enjoying myself much.
i wish there were good shows coming up.
<3
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